Loosen Your Grip on Outcomes

Even a life filled with extraordinary experiences cannot satisfy when happiness is attached to specific conditions.

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Anthony Bourdain, the celebrated chef and world traveler, seemed to have it all. Worldwide fame, a dream job traveling the globe sampling extraordinary cuisines, and millions of adoring fans. I was one of them. I loved his show "Parts Unknown." It won multiple Emmy Awards, and his books topped bestseller lists. But beneath this apparent success, Bourdain struggled with depression and attachment that ultimately contributed to his tragic suicide in 2018.

In interviews before his death, Bourdain often hinted at how his happiness had become dangerously tethered to specific conditions. He frequently spoke about restlessness. The persistent search for something new. A search that suggested that returning to normal life after his adventures brought little satisfaction. Despite access to experiences most dream of, he had attached his sense of fulfillment to external circumstances that could never provide lasting contentment.

The alternative to such attachment is not detachment. It is not apathy. Rather, it's what the Yogis call "non-attachment." The ability to engage fully with life without making your happiness contingent upon specific outcomes or possessions. And that goes for attachment to things as well as attachment to people.

Think of it like loving someone completely while giving them the freedom to be themselves, or enjoying a beautiful sunset without trying to capture and keep it forever. You're fully present and engaged, yes, but not desperately clinging to control the experience. The sunset will soon disappear, and you’ll be alright. The person might choose to part ways, and you’ll be alright.

Non-attachment means appreciating things and people fully while they're present. It means releasing them gracefully when they change. It means recognizing that your fundamental wellbeing exists independent of external conditions.

As Yogi Ramacharaka puts it, "the moment someone pins their happiness to some specific thing or person, they open the door to pain and suffering." This wisdom might have offered Bourdain a different path. A path that didn’t seek fulfillment in the next location, the next meal, or the next relationship. A path that found contentment independent of these external experiences could have provided the peace that eluded him.

Because even a life filled with extraordinary experiences cannot satisfy when happiness is attached to specific conditions. The freedom does not comes from having everything. It comes from needing very little. Loosen your grip. Let go. Find that quiet contentment in the present moment. The now that asks nothing more of you than to be in it. Then you can experience life's pleasures fully. You can taste them. Without becoming enslaved by them, you remain free.